Cleaning time

2 and half months already i have made my thesis and now in the last step just waiting one more approvement from the lady who have responsibility to say ok its all correct and then i can go to presentation. i hope its not so many mistake there. just the cover on HVS paper, should be a cream paper by concord paper.

i looked all my flat full of rubbish with paper bcoz my thesis has 270 pages for 5 chapter and 38 appendixes and most of them tables and numerous and if i made mistake in pages forms so all pages will be wrong so i have to reprint again and again and i spent more 1000 pages just bcoz so many sub-sub-sub chapter which sometimes theses sub-sub chapter i have arranged in top will be connected to the below and if i try to arrange the new sub-chapters below so the sub-chapter up pages will changes bcoz its connected even i formated as a new sub chapter. huh its really a hard work. i prepare to make a fanincial report rether than to arrange this sub-sub-sub chapters, its not only 4 lever sub-chapter but its 6 leves. Grrrr......

because of that papers my flat so mess so i selected some papers that i think i still can use it for something. at least i care to this world even in my country they throw paper, plastic, glass, etc in everywhere even every years flood they dont wanna learn something from that. and find the main solution. bcoz in river all rubbish and most of plastic. so the salutation not work as used to. nobody care even the government bcoz the flood also a project for them, project to give money to people and take a much as possible from that. any projects.... yeah i think so


so when i was cleaning my flat, i found my diary that i wrote since 2001 after someone who knew took all from me and i really feel nothing. i just recognize that i changed a lots. actually i wanna throw it bcoz i dont wanna bring it to Germany but when i brook per 10 pages i stopped in one pages bcoz i wanna read my pass. and oh my god i have this experiences already when people dont care about me, and full of my diary just pray and pray from 2001 to 2004 so hopeless but after i knew Phillips Scarborough the man from Missouri, my life lil bit change, he help me much and then in August 2005 someone invited me to come to Bali, Phillips Borrel and since that my life started going good and smooth. when i back to Jakarta, a friend from Bali who bodybuilder told about about sites and in September i worked for Leonardo almost one years bcoz some reason and he so busy with his work. i found a new partner. yeah its Rex-marten, now i work for his bar in Saarbrucken, arrange the schedule for event and make some design for the events.

Rex is nice partner but sometimes made me Grrr and tired but its life. we work together and we have to understand each other bcoz he is my partner now. even Leo still my best angle (sorry no picture of Leo) :D.